3 november 2008
today
sorry if i teared...
i was disappointed...
in myself
the failures we failed to bring on...
and in everyone
it makes me reconsider about my roles
i am totally not fit to be in at all
maybe next year i should concentrate more on my studies...
its not going anywhere better
i hate being what i am now...
why cant i just be like others
play joke enjoy?
why?
people cant see how hard you try,
they only see your mistakes
they just wont understand
behind those scenes are effort made out
not only a day
but time given out
what are you doing during exam period
who are the ones staying back day by day just to prepare stuffs
they fail to see
people just absent themselves from cca due to some bloody excuse
i can make it, why cant you?
i am totally disppointed in all
i always thought my scouts arent really disciplined
and it didnt prove me wrong at all
i knew its our fault
but who will suceed without effort of others
i just wish
i dont dare to hope
that everyone one of us just try their best and enjoy what they do
its just so simple
but i heaar grumbles everywhere
i would change for the better
if thats you all want
dont worry, i would not fool around anymore
not anymore
never again...